Lets gooooo!
Dying; seriously haha.
I have so much to tell you blog. I feel like inserting a picture of a llama until then; but I dont have one. So for now, just imagine a llama until I return.
Hello blog and blog readers. How are you all? Not my blog… because that’s kind of weird. Talking to your blog… I’m not quite that crazy. Though, I suppose I could have a mint conversation with my blog if I chose to.
Blog: Hello Tommy, I am great you?
Me: oh my god you talk!
Yeah… I should stop there before I make it a habit. An all new form of schizophrenia called blogophrenia.
You know… end up one of those people in a support group when my blog decides to crash or when a post won’t post.
-cue thought bubble-
“Hello group. My name is Tommy and I suffer from blogophrenia.”
-group is quiet except for some weird kid in the corner waving hard enough to make the air swoosh-
*starts crying* “Yesterday, I went to see my blog because I hadn’t seen it in a while. I took the time to show it nurture and care and affection” *pauses to sniffle* “and then something terrible happened. I hit publish” *falls to ground crying* “and it didn’t publish. I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS SPECIAL. It all happened so suddenly, I just don’t know how to handle it. No warning signs, we always had a great relationship, I just don’t understand.” *grabs chair leg* “how could they do this to me?! AND THEN, the computer froze and that’s when I knew… that’s when I knew… so hi, I am Tommy and I am here because the therapists wouldn’t take me because they say my disorder isn’t in any of the DSMs and they think I am weird… so, I decided to join this support group for alcoholism because people listen in support groups, people listen.”
Watch the post not publish AND my computer freeze now hahaha.
Yeah, I’m pretty sure all of that is why I don’t get poptarts or sex hahaha. Moving on!
A lot has happened since I last posted, I just don’t know how much of it is appropriate for the interwebs haha.
-Alex graduated <3
It was awesome and I’m super proud of her and really glad that I no longer have to help her with her insane homework haha.
-I got accepted to many many more art schools and I have an interview for Disney’s college program thing. 
stoked.
-Started physical therapy.
It is all of the unpleasant :<
-Taking classes that I do not have to be present for via the interwebs.
Yay for learning.
erm… I think that concludes everything that is interwebs appropriate. :p
Goodbye for now blog and blog readers! <3
They say that what doesn’t kill us makes us who we are.
what is there left for you to take ?
if you pushed and I pulled and I’m torn in two
there’s a light in your eyes but it’s hidden underneath the lies
from your mouth and your mind
and I’m left behind
There are times I have thought about everything that i’ve been taught
and the things that I’ve learned for myself
and I see that it’s true
that the harderst thing you’ll ever do is to love and be loved in return
now the years have flown
you’re the closest thing I’ve never known
and your smile it fades away
I have loved I have lost I have tried and I have paid the costs and there’s nothing left
for me.
My blinds stay closed
I’m uncomfortable if not alone
but there’s time to spare today
I could run, I could hide but there’d be nothing left for you to find
and in the light of the day I’d be thrown away
now the years have flown
you’re the closest thing I’ve never known
and your smile it fades away
I have loved I have lost I have tried and I have paid the costs and there’s nothing left for me.
and there’s nothing left of me.
Please, I’m drowning in these sicker things.
I’m really enjoying this messy paint style.
Really helps with the messy paint in my head.
p.c. Ash <3
the fact that it took me having a breakdown and having to beg for help for any of my house mates to take me seriously.
what? Am I lying about being seriously emotionally unstable?
I’m really starting to question this talking to people thing. I never hit this low, if I am asking for help, I sincerely need it. (not saying that any of you guys shouldn’t talk to someone! You should!! talk to people! Just make sure it’s someone who will take you seriously!)
Anyways, now that I have gotten that out.
Thank you all for the commission requests :3 I will get started on those soon. I miss doing commissions haha.
I may not update this for a little while, so if you need to get in contact with me you can email me at: tgravve@yahoo.com
Thank you for all of the emails and for the video! I was truly touched when I watched it (and yes, I watched all of it) It made me smile and I greatly appreciate it and all of you!!
Be back in a week or so! ^v^
-Tommy.
I am such a mess. My emotions need to take a vacation, for serious.
Finally, finally, finaaaaaallyyyyyy updated my portfolio. <3
Thank you my lovely zombie princess c:
now if only I could bring myself to update my online one hahaha.
I don’t really know what else to say.
I hope you all are doing well and thank you for reading my posts/admiring artwork :3 . <3
Hello there new blog readers 
I’m kind of weird but it’s nice that you decided to give my weirdness a go.
I’m going to go drink tea and be a wizard.
^v^
Losing my mind more and more each day haha. . .
I hope you see this hahahaha. (added an X for the metal)
Irrelevant but hilarious blog title aside.
Niko was an angel today and bought me Pastel Chalks of the oil variety and Pastel Chalks of the chalk variety. I have not been this excited to create a piece of artwork in a very long time. I wish I had someone as awkward as I am, who I could just spew to about different ideas and textures and brush strokes and blending and gaaaah… Today is a good day.
I wonder if I can find turpentine ;p
well it was open so I crawled inside
And someone up ahead was crying, well someone up ahead was dying
Lost in the darkness, lost in today…
Rozz <3
Just listened to a lot of Christian Death with the lovely Ash who’s visiting from the bay <3
It was nice catching up with her :3 I’m pretty sure she now knows more about me than anyone else haha.
We both agreed it needs to be October again so we can be goobers and raid ice cream shoppes of all of their pumpkin ice cream <3 October, please, hurry.
We’re watching Lady and the Tramp and drinking yummy blueberry tea with Niko at the moment, which is pretty nice.
I’ve missed them both <3
J’adore ce.
